Writing About A Boy

Kids are cruel...

Never a truer sentence has been spoken. Beneath the small loveable outside, the majority of them are demons. They are always straightforward about exactly what they think. They have no filter or respect of anyone's feelings. I believe more children are bullied in middle and elementary school than in high school. While the lack of a filter can be cute, it can also be menacing. Little kids are so blunt and not afraid to speak the truth that a lot of times they can offend someone. Words like "fat," "stupid," or "idiot" are thrown around in elementary school without a care at the victim. It gets even worse in middle school when people get more creative with their insults. Middle school is probably one of the worst times in most people's life as far as trying to be "cool" and not excluded. My seventh grade brother is on the football team and truly believes this fact makes in ten thousand years cooler than anyone else in his grade... not to mention both of his high school brothers. Kids are also very sensitive so when some children insult others, it is very easy for them to get their feelings hurt. All in all, I believe that children are some of the meanest, inconsiderate people on this planet earth.

P.S. I was actually not bullied in my early years so don't get the wrong idea. I love kids.

If...

If you had to name the most embarrassing moment in your life, what would it be?

It is quite hard to pinpoint one moment that was especially embarrassing or more embarrassing than the rest. In fact, I make it my life's goal to cause embarrassing or awkward moments. It is very hard to make me feel embarrassed because I do such a good job myself. I hardly ever feel "embarrassed." One moment that I remember was once on a family vacation in Dallas. I just purchased a new pair of suspenders at the mall and my brother was embarrassed. He asked my mom why I always insist on embarrassing myself. I clarified with him that I don't embarrass myself because I don't get embarrassed. In reality, I haven’t really had any embarrassing moments but I have caused other people embarrassing moments.

 

A second embarrassing moment is when I took the wrong journal on the walk that we did and I wrote all of my creative writing stuff in a different notebook and had to put paperclip the pages into my journal. It made me very sad because I didn't want to rewrite all of my things into my other journal. My whole life is just one awkward moment after another.

 

Besides embarrassing moments my life is full of awkward moments. It seems the awkward and weird people are drawn to me because they think I want to be with my own kind. Once I was picking out a mother's day card for my mom and this creepy guy came up and asked me how old I was. I told him I was sixteen and he walked away and muttered "Oh..." It was an "oh" like "Oh... too bad that's not legal." It was rather awkward and frightening at the same time.

 

 

 

12/2 (Lyrics and Places)

1.       Reality is a lovely place, but I wouldn’t want to live there. (The Real World by Owl City).

2.       I don’t care. I love it. (I Love It by Icona Pop)

3.       La la la, Whatever. La la la, Doesn’t matter. La la la, oh well. La la la. (Tonight, Tonight by Hot Chelle Rae)

4.       I’m bleeding out, it’s the last thing that I do. So bring me down. I’m bleeding out for you. (Bleeding Out by Imagine Dragons)

5.       Restistirme imposible sera. De la manera como lo hace ninguna lo hara. (Irrestistible by Wisin y Yandel).

6.       Gold teeth, grey goose, tripping in the bathroom. Bloodstains, ball gowns, trashing the hotel room. We don’t care, we’re driving Cadillacs in our dreams. (Royals by Lorde)

7.       And though the truth may vary this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore. (Little Talks by Of Monsters and Men)

8.       Say what you wanna say. And let the words fall out. Honestly I WANNA SEE YOU BE BRAVE. (Brave by Sara Barelles.)

9.       I don’t know about you but I’m feeling 22. (22 by Taylor Swift).

10.   All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you betta run betta run faster than my gun. (Pumped Up Kicks by Foster the People)

11.   That gun is loaded but it’s not in my hand. The fire burns I’m not the one with the match lit. (Red Hands by Walk off the Earth).

12.   Cause I got some intuition that maybe I’m superstitious but I think you’re a pretty sweet pill that I’m swallowing down. (Love Like Woe by The Ready Set).  

1.       Italy with Kendall and Lauren and Jeffrey

2.       London/ Harry Potter Studio with Elizabeth and Katie

3.       Spain with Kendall and Jennifer Lawrence

4.       Japan with Tim and Dad

5.       The moon with Shay and Kendall

6.       All 50 states with my family

7.       The dark streets of Mexico City with Desiree and Benedict Cumberbatch

8.       Little Cabin in the Woods with Little man and little rabbit

9.       The Hunger Games with Desiree and Jared

10.   Ireland with Kendall, Lauren, and Jeffrey

11.   France with Allie and Jeffrey

12.   Narnia with Kendall and Jeffey